Tyr's Guard

Message from Torlokt to all former members of Tyr's Guard OSRS Clan:

I want to take a moment to explain my side of why I shut down the clan. I know there have been insults thrown around and opinions formed of me because of the abrupt method of me calling it quits. If you already have your own opinion formed without hearing both sides, you can fuck off and continue being a piece of shit anywhere else that doesn't involve me.

For those that genuinely want to hear my side, I will happily explain why it had to happen:

I created the clan as a way to help me escape from my pathetic life. I have health issues that prevent me from doing the simplest things that practically everyone is capable of doing, and I have other issues I struggle with daily. The fact that I'm even here writing this shit is shocking to myself. I'm not going to go into details about my personal struggles, only my family and closest friends know some of it. I don't typically share my problems as I already feel like a burden to everyone around me by just existing, why make it worse?

For 2 1/2 years I poured everything into this clan. For a year and a half of it I didn't even have help. I did EVERYTHING on my own. It wasn't until October 2025 that I really started looking for help as the clan had gotten way too big for me to manage on my own. So I trusted friends I had made to help me. Then I was stabbed in the back a month later when they left. Oh well shit happens right? Move on and make new friends. So I did. I once again started trusting those new friends and wouldn't you fucking know it? They stabbed me in the back too. I gave them a place to make other friends and grow alongside a community and they decided to steal from the community I had built.

It was at that point I realized, nobody gives a shit about me. I am a tool to everyone around me. Useful until they no longer want to use me. Look at everyone now. Look at every single "friend" that is currently pissed off at me instead of wondering "Oh shit is he ok?" because I'm not ok. I haven't been for a while now. Like I said I don't share shit about my personal life, but that doesn't mean I'm a machine that just prints out good feelings whenever it wants to. When I tried to quit and leave the clan weeks ago I was told repeatedly "nobody wants to see you quit or leave."

Yet how many of those "friends" that said that have tried talking to me since I shut it all down? Even those that I have known for 20+ years were using me for their own personal benefit for creating the discord bots. Never lifted a finger to do anything to actually help and take any stress off of me, as I continued to make sacrifices every single day to ensure the clan remained a fun place for everyone that was actively still growing. Had I been able to leave weeks ago or had I simply been given the Discord roles back (after I temporarily left the discord to calm down) so I could start the bingo signups, everything would have played out differently. Just that one single simple action would have allowed the clan to continue to exist, but that was what finalized the decision for me.

Instead of allowing me to simply step away and just provide support as they needed it as I originally planned, they were too busy painting me as out of control and unable to accept differing opinions when I very clearly have always listened to opposing opinions on EVERYTHING in the past. There was a time I wanted to kick out every single non-discord member from the clan really, really badly, but was met with too much criticism and threats over it, so I never did. Weird how someone who can't accept opposing opinions folds to those with opposing opinions.

What pissed me off was when I voiced MY OWN OPINIONS in my own clan that I built, they were brushed aside. Like I didn't spend 2 1/2 years building the clan to where it was at that moment. Like I didn't spend over a year of my life only doing AFK activities on the game to ensure the clan was always listed on the board and accepting every single application from a new potential member.

So you can all talk shit and sit in sorrow over me breaking your favorite toy.

I don't care anymore.

I don't have to deal with drama.

I don't have to deal with fake ass friends that want to use me to benefit themselves.

Fuck every single person that did that.

You know who you are.

I built the clan. I was the only person that could decide if it continued or burned, and I wasn't about to let you fuckers steal that away from me and claim all of the credit for yourselves. Fuck. You.

For those of you that isn't directed at:

Thank you for reading all of this up to this point. I do want to say the last 2 1/2 years of running Tyr's Guard was one of my best moments in OSRS and I truly love the community that was created. There were some of you that genuinely did reach out and that means the world to me. I appreciate you very, very much. I will not be involved with any clans in OSRS or any other game for a very long time. Those of you that actually do care, you are welcome to reach out to me at any time and I have no ill feelings towards you whatsoever. I hope you all find another clan/community you feel at home in like you did in Tyr's Guard. Maybe a while down the road if I'm still around we can build something again, but who knows.

I'll never forget all of the fun moments we had together.

~ Torlokt